Never give up
Sometimes things are hard. And despite the peace...things are still hard to accept. When we want so much of our life, and when we struggle to get where we want to be, we think we deserve it all. We hold on to this idea and don't want to loose it. But we know that things are about to change and it is harder to believe that in loosing we gain new grounds. Still it hurts...we feel unsupported...we feel all alone. We fail to understand that in our aloneness we are united with many.
In the process of aching, we grind and sift elements of our beings. And as a result we refine our existence.
What makes today a different day, is that everyday from now marks a new beginning to a new chapter of my life..my life with Crohn's…could there be salvation in suffering, could there be peace in pain…could there be joy in turning a foe into a friend…my answer today is yes…today I know that what makes me no longer brakes me…I have found amidst the changes and chaos a niche of stillness in my heart..